Talks with John

"How do you stand sitting next to her?"
"I dont. I look at her every 5 seconds to see if shes looking back at me. But I never see it."

Monday 9/12

Quick, go in the bathroom, face the mirror, and tell yourself you're beautiful. Fix your hair a billion times and try to note any significant difference after you fixed it. My dear, you were perfect to start with. Take a step back, look at your current outfit, and think of all the things you wouldve changed if you had time this morning. My dear, you were perfect this morning...before you even woke up. And thirdly, as you read this, think of all the other things wrong with yourself emotionally, mentally, internally. Your lack of self-reasoning, insecurities, incapability to make up your mind of what you want. My dear, those imperfections are beautiful. So face the mirror again, but this time, mean what you say.